The texts stopped abruptly
No more good mornings and
tears and anxiety replace the dopamine rush
I cry in silence and my fingers twitch to text "Why"?
But instead, I will cry these tears and dry these tears
and smile tomorrow because this too shall pass.
Broken and beaten Fears have become life that swallow and destroy till there are no thoughts but fear and its spawn which keep me in its eternal grasp I cry to heaven for some respite and try to find the reason for this plight but I have atoned for the sins in my youth my hands are t pure oh what it would be to live and see and not slink and think and hope and slink a loop of transmuting and dying not seeing life as it passes but hoping that life stops and heals before its next punch
Your eyes like whispers of hope in the midst of my troubled soul so I drank from it and wrote my story with the dreams that lay hidden beneath. Oh how those would save me, would save me and so I waited for your little games and your little words like water for Nigerians in the Agadez in the delusion of hope, you made the pain that sought me from every side calm and i waited in love with a mirage from the past but realised you too had become hardened from vices you embraced and I shirked you had the become the pain I had
I see the death in the eyes of the children The thousand yards stare in the women In the empty markets And defeated shopkeepers I see the lost look in the eyes in the gaunt Trekkers with threadbare shirts And battered soles And dying souls This is a defeated place Voices are lost in the multitude of sounds Cries boomerang like the rabble of weak and old Empty echoes We receive the boot of the clones For cries And bullets for our concerns The democracy of the armed, Demarcated between dark-tinted land cruisers and ammoed goons Who speed past the dying nation We lay our necks for the armed fulas like goats And Our ailments treated by quacks We die unsung by the minute This is our fate in this dying nation
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